it's been quite awhile since i have really blogged. i posted some pictures, gave a general run down about how college life works, and thats about it. i can't believe is september. so many different emotions and things have happened since college started. some days are great but some days are hard. for instance: i needed to print my paper. since we don't have a printer in our little room we have to print everything on the building printer. well i tried to do that and it said i had no money on my card. so i put money on my card. try again. fail. then the whole printer shuts down. so i go running to another building. now it says there was nothing ever sent. so i run to the library and no one is at the help desk. instead there is a little note that say "back in ten :)" ok well i didn't have ten. class started in five. i'm slightly crying at the point. thinking I'm going to fail college and being dramatic. if youre laughing its fine. it was quite awful. anyway. i called hannah's mom remembering she said i could if i ever needed. so i ran to her office and she helped me print it. then i went running to class. with my brain totally gone and emotions everywhere i couldn't remember what room my class was in. so i looked for 15 min to find it. after all that i was twenty minutes to class. i just put my paper on the table went to the back of the class room and put my head down. it was a rough day. thankfully i could text my mom and she made it all better. i can look back now and laugh. but as you can see i've had my rough days but i have also had good days. a few things that have been helping me through: the new carrie underwood soundtrack. (if you haven't listened to it you have to it's sooo good!) clogging, little naps, talking to my mom and best friends, wednesday lunch with my dad (new favorite day of the week) and tender mercies that i am seeing everyday in my life. with this really big change i have thought for a long time that i need to make goals. a new challenge. i read over my last one in and remember that maybe i didn't hit everything i wanted to but i always had it in my mind that i was working for something and i really did help. i think everyone should have goals in their life. here are going to be some of mine:
never procrastinate. try to do homework the day it's assigned.
dream big.
be happier.
reach out to others.
find a little service i can do everyday.
don't be so stressed.
exercise more.
research far away places.
find confidence.
play the piano more.
keep track of my keys.
laugh.
that seems like a pretty good list to start with.
ps here is a little quote i've been obsessed with.
world here i come.
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